I have nightmares literally every night, get severe mood swings, and sometimes

Bob Eveans

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get severe panic attacks. Im 14? I get very little restful sleep, and I have had such severe nightmares that I wake up screaming sometimes, and my parents say they have heard me laughing almost evilly in my sleep then screaming as though i was being attacked. The nightmarers are so intense that I have wet the bed twice in the past two weeks because I woke up and screamed so loud that I threw up and lost control of my bladder for a moment. I am on anti depressants, but they are not helping. My grades are low in school, i get really angry forgo reason, and the littles thing will set me off on a royal rampage. I break down and go to the guidancecouncellor at my school almost eve day crying and I get harassed badly. It all started after i was assaulted by an upperclassman in my school. My guidance councilor says I have post traumatic stress dissorder, but i think it is much mor serious. I am emotionally unstable and have considered suicide at least three times in the past month. I feel unsafe and scarred that I'm going to hurt myself but i don't know how to tell my parents that i want to go the the hospital so I don't hurt myself. PleSe, someone!! I need help! I cant take this!! I feel like just want to die!
At thinkdamnit: for one, I'm not gonna go around emailing a random person and giving them all my information. I am doing this because I need help, and how freaking dare toy think that if I don't email you I don't have a problem, I freaking want to kill myself, and you Arent a god damn help to that you jackass. ONLY ANSWER ME IF YOU ARE GOING TO SUGGEST HELP NOT SAYING THAT IF I DONT EMAIL YOU, A COMPLETE STRANGER I DONT KNOW, THAT I DONT HAVE A PROBLEM!
 
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