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...sexuality? please help? Does these things about me make me sound like a lesbian to you?
-Ever since I was younger I have had an emotional attachment to women,imagining that other women are my mum (usually teachers and celebrities). I don't know why I do this because i love my mum so much but they are just little scenarios i play in my head that make me feel good about myself!
-Since the last three weeks I have become so worried that imagining other people are my mum, that I started making myself have 'sexual thoughts about women' even though I HAVE never had any sexual thoughts/attractions about women before and now i keep doing it even though I don't want too! It doesn't make me feel good about myself and I DON'T like to think about it.
-Since the last three years I have started always imagining having a relationship with guys, and even had some sexual thoughts and been turned on by these thoughts about guys. For the past two years I have had a crush on my male english teachers and also some male celebrities, and imagining having a relationship with guys always made me feel good about myself. But now i feel so nervous and worried even looking at guys because i'm scared these stupid 'sexual thoughts' about women will take over!
-Last week I started to relax a bit and actually forgot about my worries and found that i didn't think as much about the sexual thoughts about women. I also found myself going back to thinking about having a relationship with guys. But now i'm so worried again and have started obsessing over these thoughts and now i keep imaginging these thoughts at nearly every women i see! I hate having them!
I started worrying three weeks ago when my sister really liked this male tennis player and just because i didn't i started worrying that that meant i was a lesbian and the thoughts about other women being my mum meant i was a lesbian! And now i'm out of control with worry!!
I'm also scared of change and growing up, and don't have much confidence. if that helps?
And please just answer Do you think that any of these things make me sound like a lesbian to you?
I just want to go back to three weeks ago when i enjoyed thinking about having a relationship with some guys, and only though about women in a maternal/emotional way!! I don't want to be a lesbian, i don't have anything against being a lesbian it's just not who want to be!!!
-Ever since I was younger I have had an emotional attachment to women,imagining that other women are my mum (usually teachers and celebrities). I don't know why I do this because i love my mum so much but they are just little scenarios i play in my head that make me feel good about myself!
-Since the last three weeks I have become so worried that imagining other people are my mum, that I started making myself have 'sexual thoughts about women' even though I HAVE never had any sexual thoughts/attractions about women before and now i keep doing it even though I don't want too! It doesn't make me feel good about myself and I DON'T like to think about it.
-Since the last three years I have started always imagining having a relationship with guys, and even had some sexual thoughts and been turned on by these thoughts about guys. For the past two years I have had a crush on my male english teachers and also some male celebrities, and imagining having a relationship with guys always made me feel good about myself. But now i feel so nervous and worried even looking at guys because i'm scared these stupid 'sexual thoughts' about women will take over!
-Last week I started to relax a bit and actually forgot about my worries and found that i didn't think as much about the sexual thoughts about women. I also found myself going back to thinking about having a relationship with guys. But now i'm so worried again and have started obsessing over these thoughts and now i keep imaginging these thoughts at nearly every women i see! I hate having them!
I started worrying three weeks ago when my sister really liked this male tennis player and just because i didn't i started worrying that that meant i was a lesbian and the thoughts about other women being my mum meant i was a lesbian! And now i'm out of control with worry!!
I'm also scared of change and growing up, and don't have much confidence. if that helps?
And please just answer Do you think that any of these things make me sound like a lesbian to you?
I just want to go back to three weeks ago when i enjoyed thinking about having a relationship with some guys, and only though about women in a maternal/emotional way!! I don't want to be a lesbian, i don't have anything against being a lesbian it's just not who want to be!!!