I have had a series of strange dreams and real-life happenings that are beginning to freak me out.
I had this dream for about a week straight:
I was home alone and a neighbor from across the street(the guy in my dream wasn't really a neighbor) came and rang the doorbell, he is wearing jeans and a white tee shirt and he is in his late 30's to early 40's and very strong. I answer the door and he walks in, he throws me on the couch and forces the clothes off of me( I am wearing tight jean shorts and a tight fitting tank top.) While he is ripping my clothes off, I am screaming and trying my hardest to push him off of me(I am only 15 so I could not put up much of a fight.) After my clothes are off, I feel something enter my body and I realize that he is raping me. When he is done, which was after about an hour, he tells me that if I tell anyone, he will kill me and that he is going to come back everyday. As he says, he comes back the next day and does the same thing to me.
After I had finished having this dream, I had this dream the night after:
I am at my house all alone when two men walk in and push me to the floor. The one man ties my hands behind my back and then ties me to a chair. The two men then begin to steal items from my house such as the tv, normal things that a thief would take. When they were done, the one man looks at me and then turns to the other man and says "Do you want to have some fun?" The other man looks at me and then at the other man and nods his head yes. The two men untie me from the chair, but leave my hands tied behind my back. They carry me down to my room and throw me on my bed. The one man holds me down while the other man starts to rip my clothes off. I begin to scream as he rips my clothes off. I then feel something enter my body and begin to realize that I am being raped, so I begin to scream even more. The one man who is holding me down takes a bandanna and ties it around my head to muffle the screams. When the two men have finished having "fun" with me, they put clothes back on me and leave.
The next night, I had the following dream which lasted for the last three nights:
I am walking home at night. It is pitch black outside besides the street lights that provide little light. It is also very quiet. I have the feeling that somebody is following me so I turn around to find nothing. I walk a couple of more feet and then I hear a branch break behind me, I turn around and see a man dressed in all black following me. I begin to run and so does he. I am screaming, but nobody is coming to help me. The man finally catches up to me and grabs me from the waist. He begins to pull me into the woods, but I am putting up a fight so he punches me. I am nearly unconscious, but I still know what is happening to me, but I am too weak to fight back. The man then starts to drag me to this secret house within the woods. He picks me up and carries me to the bedroom and throws me on the bed. He then starts to carefully take off my clothes and then he takes off his. He then rapes me.
I then wake up from my dream.
I have been having these strange dreams, and I have been dealing with a lot off strange stuff lately. When I get on the computer, things about rape pop up, and when I check my e-mail, I have e-mails about rape and rape help. When I watch tv, I have been seeing a lot of rape commercials, more than I have seen in my entire life(I am 15.) Also, today in school, my theology teacher told us that the reason she has been missing school this whole week was because she was on jury duty. She tells us that the case was about how two little girls were raped by their uncle.
I am so scared!! Is this all just a coincidence, or does it mean something? Is it warning?
Just to let you all know, I have not been raped or have I had sex...I am only 15...so these dreams aren't because I feel quilty about it or anything.
I had this dream for about a week straight:
I was home alone and a neighbor from across the street(the guy in my dream wasn't really a neighbor) came and rang the doorbell, he is wearing jeans and a white tee shirt and he is in his late 30's to early 40's and very strong. I answer the door and he walks in, he throws me on the couch and forces the clothes off of me( I am wearing tight jean shorts and a tight fitting tank top.) While he is ripping my clothes off, I am screaming and trying my hardest to push him off of me(I am only 15 so I could not put up much of a fight.) After my clothes are off, I feel something enter my body and I realize that he is raping me. When he is done, which was after about an hour, he tells me that if I tell anyone, he will kill me and that he is going to come back everyday. As he says, he comes back the next day and does the same thing to me.
After I had finished having this dream, I had this dream the night after:
I am at my house all alone when two men walk in and push me to the floor. The one man ties my hands behind my back and then ties me to a chair. The two men then begin to steal items from my house such as the tv, normal things that a thief would take. When they were done, the one man looks at me and then turns to the other man and says "Do you want to have some fun?" The other man looks at me and then at the other man and nods his head yes. The two men untie me from the chair, but leave my hands tied behind my back. They carry me down to my room and throw me on my bed. The one man holds me down while the other man starts to rip my clothes off. I begin to scream as he rips my clothes off. I then feel something enter my body and begin to realize that I am being raped, so I begin to scream even more. The one man who is holding me down takes a bandanna and ties it around my head to muffle the screams. When the two men have finished having "fun" with me, they put clothes back on me and leave.
The next night, I had the following dream which lasted for the last three nights:
I am walking home at night. It is pitch black outside besides the street lights that provide little light. It is also very quiet. I have the feeling that somebody is following me so I turn around to find nothing. I walk a couple of more feet and then I hear a branch break behind me, I turn around and see a man dressed in all black following me. I begin to run and so does he. I am screaming, but nobody is coming to help me. The man finally catches up to me and grabs me from the waist. He begins to pull me into the woods, but I am putting up a fight so he punches me. I am nearly unconscious, but I still know what is happening to me, but I am too weak to fight back. The man then starts to drag me to this secret house within the woods. He picks me up and carries me to the bedroom and throws me on the bed. He then starts to carefully take off my clothes and then he takes off his. He then rapes me.
I then wake up from my dream.
I have been having these strange dreams, and I have been dealing with a lot off strange stuff lately. When I get on the computer, things about rape pop up, and when I check my e-mail, I have e-mails about rape and rape help. When I watch tv, I have been seeing a lot of rape commercials, more than I have seen in my entire life(I am 15.) Also, today in school, my theology teacher told us that the reason she has been missing school this whole week was because she was on jury duty. She tells us that the case was about how two little girls were raped by their uncle.
I am so scared!! Is this all just a coincidence, or does it mean something? Is it warning?
Just to let you all know, I have not been raped or have I had sex...I am only 15...so these dreams aren't because I feel quilty about it or anything.