madmadcutecute
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So for about the past two years, a girl whom I was best friends with for a long time, let's call her Emma. got totally p.o'd at me because I told my other friend, let's call her Kendra, whom we were best friends with (I guess you would call us sisters.) that we wouldn't want to be friends with her anymore because she was being boycrazy and mean and rude to us. I told Emma that I told her that, because we had been talking about it, and she told me that I was being a bitch for doing that and I should just go kill my fugly self. She immediatly called Kendra and told her that I'd been talking about her, which I had been, but only to Emma. I called Kendra later and told her that I shouldn't have ever done that and that if she didn't want to be friends anymore I would understand and that it was wrong of me to do that. She accepted my apology and we had a pretty much sobbing heart to heart conversation that night. Well, the next day, Emma's mother, a 44 year old woman, sent me "I plan on telling Kendra all the bitching that you've done and what you really are in that ugly body!!!!" Emma later messaged me on facebook that day that I'd better watch my back because I might be stabbed in the back - literally. I have told and talked to my parents about it, and everyday I get evil eyes from her and her mom has flipped me the bird several times. I have been depressed about it alot and it bothers me so much. Kendra is hardly my friend anymore because of all the lies Emma has told her. In cheerleading she has pointed out all my flaws and I've almost gotten kicked off several times. I have had suicidal thoughts about it. I know that if I don't get help anymore that I will be so depressed and feel so ugly that I'll try to kill myself, and I don't want that. 
I know I sound crazy and obsessive but it just kills me. I don't know how to handle this.
Please keep in mind that:
I'm in high school.
I am single, but she's had about 30 boyfriends from then to now.
We both model some.
Nothing usually bothers me this much.
Thankss.
I know I sound crazy and obsessive but it just kills me. I don't know how to handle this.
Please keep in mind that:
I'm in high school.
I am single, but she's had about 30 boyfriends from then to now.
We both model some.
Nothing usually bothers me this much.
Thankss.