hi, i'm a 15 year old, closeted bisexual girl...and i love this section, you guys give great answers, so thanks in advance.
i know i'm a teenager, and that whole 'emotional rollercoaster' thing...this is hard for me to say/admit, but sometimes i cut myself... not to kill myself or for sexual pleasure, but because i feel humiliated or like i can't face a problem, or very anxious, etc. whenever i cut myself, i cut myself on my upper arm. after i cut myself i feel better about myself...i'm so confused. i always cut whenever i feel so depressed, there have been many times where i think i'm depressed and i want to leave and never come back...please help. do i have some sort of disorder or am i just a typical teenager? does cutting myself, and not really enjoying it per se, but to feel better, make me a masochist?
thank you for taking the time to read/answer
i know i'm a teenager, and that whole 'emotional rollercoaster' thing...this is hard for me to say/admit, but sometimes i cut myself... not to kill myself or for sexual pleasure, but because i feel humiliated or like i can't face a problem, or very anxious, etc. whenever i cut myself, i cut myself on my upper arm. after i cut myself i feel better about myself...i'm so confused. i always cut whenever i feel so depressed, there have been many times where i think i'm depressed and i want to leave and never come back...please help. do i have some sort of disorder or am i just a typical teenager? does cutting myself, and not really enjoying it per se, but to feel better, make me a masochist?
thank you for taking the time to read/answer