I am turning 21 years old and graduating community college this year and ya I could probably have a baby and live pay check to pay check but I don't want to.
I have a loving boyfriend for 4 years now and were getting engaged within the next couple of years and we have parents blessings for marriage and babies but I want to be financially stable for my children sake. But I have hormone problems or something like that I am assuming because it is all I can think about is wanting to love my baby so much. I feel like I love my future child right now. The feelings are so strong and overwhelming sometimes it makes me depressed and have baby envy for any mother and baby I see. Yes I know all about raising a baby and how hard it is I babysit a new born up until now she is now 3 years old and her baby sister who is just over a year old by myself for hours and over night, I know it's defiantly not easy at all. I realize that so I want to wait until I am married and maybe get a degree or at least a planned career...
I just don't know how to handle the feelings and not get depressed over it, anyone else know what I am talking about and how did you handle it?
I have a loving boyfriend for 4 years now and were getting engaged within the next couple of years and we have parents blessings for marriage and babies but I want to be financially stable for my children sake. But I have hormone problems or something like that I am assuming because it is all I can think about is wanting to love my baby so much. I feel like I love my future child right now. The feelings are so strong and overwhelming sometimes it makes me depressed and have baby envy for any mother and baby I see. Yes I know all about raising a baby and how hard it is I babysit a new born up until now she is now 3 years old and her baby sister who is just over a year old by myself for hours and over night, I know it's defiantly not easy at all. I realize that so I want to wait until I am married and maybe get a degree or at least a planned career...
I just don't know how to handle the feelings and not get depressed over it, anyone else know what I am talking about and how did you handle it?