I hate school now because I really messed up?...?

Willie

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I have learned something the very hard way this year while being at a new high school. IF you stay shy at a school for a very long it becomes harder and harder to talk and then u eventually develop a social paranoia to that classroom you don't talk in and its environment and so u then develop terrible social skills with that group of people. Well that's what happened to me, and people try to engage me in conversation by i usually end up answering there questions stupidly like "Uhhhhh, yeah" real quietly and weirdly while scratching my neck. Then they giggle because NOW due to my bad social skills, i think there only talking to me because i am entertaining when it comes to reactions because of how i talk. So now i feel like no one likes me and if they talk to me, they are just wanting to take advantage of me either for school work, or their own entertainment. And now whenever i try and make friends mostly everybody feels uncomfortable talking to me if their around other people. What should i do? How can I make friends and escape this gap ive lead myself in?
 
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