I hate my dad, but what to do?(rambles)?

Well it all started a while ago, before then we had always argued but now its completely out of control. It started with him telling me to get a job, i applied for, literally a hundred jobs, local and not. But all he had to say was 'your not trying' 'your a waste of space' this being full on arguments. Since then he constantly makes snarky comments about be, and and bitches to people behind my back. 'That lazy bitch' i heard him say. and stuff much worse. Now we are all tense, i can tell its upsetting my brother and mum but they will do nothing. He thinks i do nothing around the house, and goes around making fun of me. He thinks he is SO good. I know i have an attitude sometimes, but he brings it out in me. He has had me up against the wall with a hand around me throat, threatening to kick me out, and saying i'd have no where to go 'i don't want that cow here, get her out of my sight 'he says that alot. He argues about everything, even when i shut my door to keep him away he barges in and says how stupid i am, how i wont survive at college, threatening to kick me out and carrying on with my argument. I am 16 have no where to go, and if he did kick me out, i wouldn't know what to do. This really upsets me, i feel so upset and depressed. What shall i do? If i sit him down and talk he would just laugh, believe me i have tried it before.
 
Wow sounds like my dad. I'm 16 and I'm working but because I didn't give him enough money this pass week he says he wants me out of his sight. He called me a cunt too and good for nothing. Yet my older brother who is adores, gets to stay and hes 18 with no job, although he is a student but still if it was me he would want me to have a job. it's not fair. But it's ok because once I turn 18, goodbye. fuck it.
 
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