I'm 14, and I lost it to a 19 year old. I was afraid if I didn't give in, he wouldn't talk to me anymore. But now it's just awkward, and we aren't really talkin anymore. I don't know how to react. I can't even tell the closest person in my life, which is my brother because it was his bestfriend.. I just wish my big brother was there to hug me and say hes not mad at me, and he still loves me and itll be okay. I don't know what to do, I made a huge mistake and I can't take it back. I don't care if what you have to say is negative. I just wants advice. I can't do nothing but cry..