...make her happy, but now...? ... everyones turning on me and I don't know what to do? Can you help me, please?
It happened a couple two weeks ago, during Spring Break, we were suppose to spend a couple of days at our vacation house near the beach, but my dad was delayed because of work. So it was just me and Sarah alone there for a whole day, we took the time to catch up, I asked how things were going with my dad, and she told me he’s been working all the time, and barely even notices her anymore (which knowing my dad, didn’t come as that much of a shock).
And I could tell she was trying to hold back tears, but I just told her to get it all out, and I held her in my arms while she cried on my shoulder, all the while I had to repress my own tears, as seeing her in that state just broke my heart.
I took her to the bedroom to clean her up afterwards, she had stopped crying but I could see she was still upset, so I sat down besides her, and started rubbing her arm and kissing her on the cheek, I was just trying to make her feel better, to reassure her, to show her at least someone cared for her… and then she started kissing me back. Next thing I know we’re naked under the bedsheets, making love.
Look, I don’t feel the least bit guilty for my dad, he doesn’t deserve her. Sarah did so much for me, I don’t know how I would have survived my teen years without her, she’s a wonderful woman, she deserves someone who actually gives a darn and there’s not even that big an age difference between us, we’re only 10 years apart, I guess that's why we always got along so well, I've never really looked at her as my stepmother, more of a caring older sister type.
I only told this to two other people, my best mates, Jon and Harry and they both looked at me like I’d just told them I’d devoured an infant, Harry even outright called me a ‘freak’ and hasn’t talked to me since I told him.
But how can this be wrong? How can I have done wrong? What, was I suppose to do, just let Sarah wallow in her own misery? How can making someone happy be wrong? EXPLAIN TO ME PLEASE, because I don’t understand! Why is everyone turning on me?
It happened a couple two weeks ago, during Spring Break, we were suppose to spend a couple of days at our vacation house near the beach, but my dad was delayed because of work. So it was just me and Sarah alone there for a whole day, we took the time to catch up, I asked how things were going with my dad, and she told me he’s been working all the time, and barely even notices her anymore (which knowing my dad, didn’t come as that much of a shock).
And I could tell she was trying to hold back tears, but I just told her to get it all out, and I held her in my arms while she cried on my shoulder, all the while I had to repress my own tears, as seeing her in that state just broke my heart.
I took her to the bedroom to clean her up afterwards, she had stopped crying but I could see she was still upset, so I sat down besides her, and started rubbing her arm and kissing her on the cheek, I was just trying to make her feel better, to reassure her, to show her at least someone cared for her… and then she started kissing me back. Next thing I know we’re naked under the bedsheets, making love.
Look, I don’t feel the least bit guilty for my dad, he doesn’t deserve her. Sarah did so much for me, I don’t know how I would have survived my teen years without her, she’s a wonderful woman, she deserves someone who actually gives a darn and there’s not even that big an age difference between us, we’re only 10 years apart, I guess that's why we always got along so well, I've never really looked at her as my stepmother, more of a caring older sister type.
I only told this to two other people, my best mates, Jon and Harry and they both looked at me like I’d just told them I’d devoured an infant, Harry even outright called me a ‘freak’ and hasn’t talked to me since I told him.
But how can this be wrong? How can I have done wrong? What, was I suppose to do, just let Sarah wallow in her own misery? How can making someone happy be wrong? EXPLAIN TO ME PLEASE, because I don’t understand! Why is everyone turning on me?