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amethi4
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Please excuse the typos. I used some of the wrong words and didn't go back to re-read what I had written. My bad!!
At around Senior year in High School, I met who is now my absolute best friend. This friend also happens to be a guy, one of the nicest, most handsome and generous guys I've ever met. Needless to say, I fell in love with him.
Over the years of knowing him, I only fell more and more, through all the hardships we faced, and days we spent together. I could swear that I was going to be with him forever.
Well, after a while, he turned out gay. So in a panic, my mind racing around my thoughts and dreams, I dropped him like a sack of potatoes last summer. That, honestly, was the single dumbest thing I've ever done. And its only been recently that we've started hanging out again.
But someone, that experience has made us even closer than we were before. So, he spent the night, and even though we're not dating, we had sex. He took my virginity.
To be honest, I don't mind in the least. I'm happy that he took it, I trust him with my life! But we didn't use a condom, and I'm not on the pill. We took Plan-B the next morning, and right now, I know for sure that I'm NOT pregnant (thank god).
Its been about a week since then. And we still hang out. I realized that my love for him never faded. But he's still dating other men. I know I should just forget my feelings, but that's easier said than done. To make matters worse, we've both admitted that we DO have feelings for each other.
At this point, I just don't know what to do. Does ANYONE have an idea of what to make of this?
At around Senior year in High School, I met who is now my absolute best friend. This friend also happens to be a guy, one of the nicest, most handsome and generous guys I've ever met. Needless to say, I fell in love with him.
Over the years of knowing him, I only fell more and more, through all the hardships we faced, and days we spent together. I could swear that I was going to be with him forever.
Well, after a while, he turned out gay. So in a panic, my mind racing around my thoughts and dreams, I dropped him like a sack of potatoes last summer. That, honestly, was the single dumbest thing I've ever done. And its only been recently that we've started hanging out again.
But someone, that experience has made us even closer than we were before. So, he spent the night, and even though we're not dating, we had sex. He took my virginity.
To be honest, I don't mind in the least. I'm happy that he took it, I trust him with my life! But we didn't use a condom, and I'm not on the pill. We took Plan-B the next morning, and right now, I know for sure that I'm NOT pregnant (thank god).
Its been about a week since then. And we still hang out. I realized that my love for him never faded. But he's still dating other men. I know I should just forget my feelings, but that's easier said than done. To make matters worse, we've both admitted that we DO have feelings for each other.
At this point, I just don't know what to do. Does ANYONE have an idea of what to make of this?