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For about 2 years now I've been best friends with this guy (my best friend is of the opposite sex) and by now we know just about everything about each other. We do everything together (dont be a sicko) and always spend time together. We hug alot and a few times we kissed, not open mouthed or anything, kinda experimentaly. We've had sleep-overs where we've slept right next to each other, but just cause were really close friends. Its the best friendship i've ever had, and i trust him with my life. We would talk about our bf/gf with each other and hook each other up with ppl with absolutly no jealousy when we saw them together. But one day we were at my house with a few friends and my mom was gone ( im 14. almost 15) We smoked a few bowls from a bong with really dank weed ( a past time we do enjoy very much together, plz dont judge me) and we got really high. After that every one but me and my best friend left and we were laying in my bed completly out of it watching tv. this was nothing uncommon. He was laying on my belly with his arm around me (also not uncommon) and i looked down at him and he was just staring at me. We both smiled and then he started tickling me ( im really ticklish) then he said "i like laying on you, your really warm" Then went back to tickling me. With all my squirming he ended up on top of me, then stopped tickling me. Normaly he would just get off, but this time was different.. He looked at me, then laid on me. Then i was hugging him and he pressed his forehead to mine. Then it got really weird, cause slowly he got closer to me, and kissed me. We ended up making out, me and my best friend! he took off my jacket, then his pants, i tossed his hat aside and tugged his shirt off. Then, we had sex. Eventually we were done and we kinda passed out next to each other and slept for about 13 hrs. When i woke up, i was really confused. I was naked, and i saw my friend laying next to me, topless. Right after i woke up, he did. At first we just stared at each other, then he said "ha, you look funny, your hair is all messed up and your makeup is smeary" and flicked my nose. it was really weird... He got up and put his clothes on and said "i better get home before my mom freaks out, you know we slept in till 4. I'll stop by later" He leaned over and hugged me. Ever since then whenever i see him its like this thick clound of akwardness hangs heavily in the air. It feels really wierd being around him. especially alone now. We dont talk as much or hang out as much. I just want our friendship back to normal, but i dont know what to do D: plz give me some advice plz plz plz plzzzzz. Im really sorry it turned out so long, bless you if you read all of it and posted something