I'm 18 and have a drinking problem. I got really messed up and was looking for a booty call and ended up going over to this girl's house who's 15 cause i knew she was loose. We were sitting on the couch and convinced her to have sex there (she was sober) even though her dad was sleeping in the other room.
I feel so fucking bad about it that i feel physically sick. I cant get it out of my mind. The sex was awful and cold. I was drunk as hell. On top of that we didnt use a condom because she's on birth control and i know its under a 1% chance that she got pregnant but its still scaring me to death.
I feel disgusting. I cant believe i had sex with a girl whos basically a child. This girl is kind of psycho too, i feel like i took advantage of her. I feel like a rapist even though it was "consensual". This is driving me crazy. I think this exprience has put me off random hookups for like ever.
I just needed to get this off my chest, i cant sleep. Comments?
I feel so fucking bad about it that i feel physically sick. I cant get it out of my mind. The sex was awful and cold. I was drunk as hell. On top of that we didnt use a condom because she's on birth control and i know its under a 1% chance that she got pregnant but its still scaring me to death.
I feel disgusting. I cant believe i had sex with a girl whos basically a child. This girl is kind of psycho too, i feel like i took advantage of her. I feel like a rapist even though it was "consensual". This is driving me crazy. I think this exprience has put me off random hookups for like ever.
I just needed to get this off my chest, i cant sleep. Comments?