I ended up having sexual encounters with my older cousin's best friend. My cousin is 29 and his friend is 28.I'm only 17. In my state the age of consent is 17 but I still horrible about it. After my cousin introduced me to him we would both hang out, smoke pot and drink together. We are very similar and then we both realized how lonely we were. We started making out and then things got more heated up from there. We did not have sex, just oral. I still feel bad about it. He said he won't tell anyone and begged me not to say anything or else my family would murder him and so would my cousin. I don't know what to do.. I do like him more than a friend but..