I had a weird dream. What could it mean?

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Okay so I had a dream that I slit my throat :| && I mean bad. It was to the point where only a thick piece of skin was left in the back of my neck. Anyways so I did that and there was blood everywhere and I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my neck. I called my sister telling her about what happened and telling her to call 911. While I was on the phone with her I went to the bathroom and saw that my eyes were starting to become red. Like starting from the bottom working its way up like it was filling up with blood. :| So anyways I was like "Hurry up my eyes are turning red." Now in the dream I felt really lightheaded like I was going to pass out but I didn't. I looked in the mirror again and the ring around your eyes that separates the color of your eyes from the white part... Well mine turned like a weird color of blue... Then it skips to like me trying to stitch my neck up. I woke up and was just like.. Okay wow well that was weird. I was just wondering if maybe anyone knew what it could mean. :| (P.S. My sister is a R.N. so that's probably why I called her in the dream. I just don't understand anything else.)
Also It was very detailed. When I woke up I could remember everything just like it actually happened. It really creeped me out. Seriously I woke up and felt my neck that's how real it seemed. =(
On another note. Yes I do think about death. I'm not scared of death. I'm more scared of what dies within us while we are still breathing (meaning emotions and feeling) I have thought about suicide but I know I would never attempt because of my family and my life... Which here latley has been going great. Which is why I can't understand why I would have such a vivid dream like that.
To add on again (About the how I was feeling) It was actually just out of curiousity. Like I was thinking (Hmm If I do this will I die) Which I didn't die in the dream. && I think I used a pair of sissors.... It was so random. I've never dreamed of anything like this before. The only thing close to it was when I was little I would have a repeating dream off being in a car and falling off a really long bridge that was by my house into the Missouri River... :|
 
You've heard the expression "slit your own throat" I assume (?)
- which basically means to be the means of your own ruin -
and in your dream, you did a pretty thorough job of it.

In the dream, you know that you need help, and you seek for it through someone that is capable of helping you (symbolized by your sister who is a nurse).

Your eyes are filling with blood kind of like an hourglass fills with sand - perhaps there is a feeling of urgency - that you need to receive help quickly so that you can be saved from your own self destructive actions.

Change in the color of the whites of your eyes - are you feeling blue about the way you are seeing something in your life? Maybe this is the reason for the destructive behavior?

Anyway, lastly, you are doing what you can, on your own, to heal yourself - putting yourself back together literally.

Fascinating dream!

ORRRR ----

Perhaps you are in a position where you feel like you need to "separate your head from your heart" and you seek guidance from someone you trust, but you know that the final decision (if there is a decision involved) and putting the pieces back together, is something that you must do on your own.

Keep dreaming lovely!

Comment on your edit regarding scissors:

Scissors may suggests that you need to get rid of something in your life. It also represents your ability to cut things or people out of your life.
It's obviously not an easy decision because you wonder, "Will this kill me?"

It won't. =)
 
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