Just some back ground info: I am a 17 year old semi-closeted gay male.
The first thing that I remember is:
Im setting in the driver seat of a large truck parked out side out house, and a guy my age is setting next to me and my cousin Courtney is on the far side. It seems as if the radio was on, but im not sure. The boy and i are holding hands and staring into each others eyes. He leans into me and we begin to kiss. Soon he has pushed me back so that i am laying against the door. Th kissing is passionate, but he will not open his mouth for a full on kiss. It's as if he is holding back.
MY step dad yells out the window that he would buy us guys some tampons(WHAT THE ****!?!?)if we needed them. He said it in a joking manner and I took it as him assuming that this boy and I are having sex.The boy has already climbed out of the truck and gone into the house. I yelled out the window for him to "Shut the **** up!" but he doesn't hear it and when he ask what I said, my cousin tells him. My cousin and i get out of the truck and start to walk toward the house. I walk into the house and start yelling at my step-dad."Nick and I have never done anything like that" As i was walking off to the kitchen, I yelled over my shoulder "I haven't done ANYTHING with Nick. And I thought, 'Good thing I added that "with Nick" on the end of that'
(The boy that I was kissing had the same name as my brother and was staying with us. But he wasn't my brother...I realize now that the boy has character traits from several people that I know....)
The time of the dream seemed to advance a hour or two into the afternoon.
I walked into the kitchen and asked my step-Dad if I could borrow his big-rig diesel truck. He said yes, and soon the boy and I were in it and heading down the driveway. I had trouble getting the truck to slow down so we took all of our turns at a high speed and crossed intersections without being able to stop and check for traffic. We finally stopped at a church that was having a festival(the same church that my grandfather's funeral was at.). we got out of the truck and met one of the boy's adult friends. we held the baby for a bit and she asked us to baby sit for a while. We told her that we were going to be riding around. and she said that that would be fine. We headed back to the truck, but when we got there the white diesel truck and turned into a dark red car, but we didn't think any thing of it. As we started to back out, my step-dad was knocking on the window with the mother of the baby. She said that she needed to to her house and so did the baby. They walked in front of the car and lead the way, but it was only a few houses away. My step-dad leaned into the car and told me it was the blue and white house. We got out of the car and took the baby into the house to it's mother. The house was a mess and had trash everywhere. The boy and I soon left and as we got into the car, the dream started to change and I woke up..
The first thing that I remember is:
Im setting in the driver seat of a large truck parked out side out house, and a guy my age is setting next to me and my cousin Courtney is on the far side. It seems as if the radio was on, but im not sure. The boy and i are holding hands and staring into each others eyes. He leans into me and we begin to kiss. Soon he has pushed me back so that i am laying against the door. Th kissing is passionate, but he will not open his mouth for a full on kiss. It's as if he is holding back.
MY step dad yells out the window that he would buy us guys some tampons(WHAT THE ****!?!?)if we needed them. He said it in a joking manner and I took it as him assuming that this boy and I are having sex.The boy has already climbed out of the truck and gone into the house. I yelled out the window for him to "Shut the **** up!" but he doesn't hear it and when he ask what I said, my cousin tells him. My cousin and i get out of the truck and start to walk toward the house. I walk into the house and start yelling at my step-dad."Nick and I have never done anything like that" As i was walking off to the kitchen, I yelled over my shoulder "I haven't done ANYTHING with Nick. And I thought, 'Good thing I added that "with Nick" on the end of that'
(The boy that I was kissing had the same name as my brother and was staying with us. But he wasn't my brother...I realize now that the boy has character traits from several people that I know....)
The time of the dream seemed to advance a hour or two into the afternoon.
I walked into the kitchen and asked my step-Dad if I could borrow his big-rig diesel truck. He said yes, and soon the boy and I were in it and heading down the driveway. I had trouble getting the truck to slow down so we took all of our turns at a high speed and crossed intersections without being able to stop and check for traffic. We finally stopped at a church that was having a festival(the same church that my grandfather's funeral was at.). we got out of the truck and met one of the boy's adult friends. we held the baby for a bit and she asked us to baby sit for a while. We told her that we were going to be riding around. and she said that that would be fine. We headed back to the truck, but when we got there the white diesel truck and turned into a dark red car, but we didn't think any thing of it. As we started to back out, my step-dad was knocking on the window with the mother of the baby. She said that she needed to to her house and so did the baby. They walked in front of the car and lead the way, but it was only a few houses away. My step-dad leaned into the car and told me it was the blue and white house. We got out of the car and took the baby into the house to it's mother. The house was a mess and had trash everywhere. The boy and I soon left and as we got into the car, the dream started to change and I woke up..