hi so im 16 years old and my brother is 18, last friday night our parents left us home alone together while they went out and i dont know hoe this happned but we ended up on the sofa cuddled together and somehow we ended up kissing and an hour later i ended up giving him a blowjob (we had both been drinking) after it happned i was so discusted with myself and went upto my room and cried. am i a messed up freak? i dont know what to say to him (i have been avoiding him this whole time and have stayed at my best friends house a few times) i think my parents are starting to wonder whats up! should i tell them and have them throw me out or keep it quiet?
btw my boyfriend did not force me into any of this, it just sort of happned!
btw my boyfriend did not force me into any of this, it just sort of happned!