I got a knife to cut myself after I fought with my boyfriend but he went and play

blackstar-27

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games? What the? I tried ringing him and he ditched me at home to hang out with his friends. I just wanted to spend one day with him on my only day off but he got me really upset. I had depression problems before and now I handle it better but lately my stress level got so high today I got a knife and tried to hurt myself (I didn't do any damage). I message him saying to find me a new boyfriend who cares and he said, 'ok' then I said ''I'm going to kill myself'' and he never replied back. He came home and hugged me like nothing happened though I was at home crying. Then I got a knife out and told him to piss off and I tried to cut myself. He told me to drop the knife so I did as long as he doesn't come near me.

I ran to the bed to cry and he also went there but to sleep. I punched him because I was really upset and angry and he yelled, 'now you are being immature!!!!', then slammed the door and went outside to play games. After he finished he just ignored me, watched comedy and went to work. I left and went back to my parents how where I feel more relief.

He always say, 'I'm giving you the silent treatment!' and just walks away and ignore what I say. What is wrong? Why does he do that.
 
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