Excruciasm
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My therapist has yet to help me figure it out. We've been exploring the extent of my anger for the past few sessions, and we have discovered that I enjoy -- pretty much to the point where it's addictive -- making people hate me, and therefore making myself angry. Does anyone have any theories as to why this is so?
I'm a what?
Yeah, thanks for calling me weird. Because that's not insulting or anything. B!tch.
I don't thrive on making others angry. I thrive on making myself angry. One of the best ways to make myself angry is to have knowledge that someone hates me.
Thank you for your input, amanda. I can assure you, I am not hurting anyone. I just can't help but crave abuse. I love getting all worked up and angry at said abuse. It's the weirdest phenomenon I've ever encountered.
I'm a what?
Yeah, thanks for calling me weird. Because that's not insulting or anything. B!tch.
I don't thrive on making others angry. I thrive on making myself angry. One of the best ways to make myself angry is to have knowledge that someone hates me.
Thank you for your input, amanda. I can assure you, I am not hurting anyone. I just can't help but crave abuse. I love getting all worked up and angry at said abuse. It's the weirdest phenomenon I've ever encountered.