So I've been having this derealization/depersonalization feeling lately. I also have no motivation and just kind of zone out all of the time. Sometimes it feels like I'm just like "stuck" inside my head and I don't feel connected with anybody or anything. I feel like just being away from people because I feel so weird and different. I also have panic attacks (almost daily) and anxiety about pretty much everything. My doctor attributes it to depression & anxiety. However, I'm afraid I'm bipolar. Because today I still had all those feelings previously described but I had energy again. I was so energetic I literally jumped in the air. Also, I sometimes have surges of emotions (like love or excitement) that come when I think of something that makes me happy (like my daughter, etc). I used to do drugs so I don't know if the aftermath of my drug use could be causing that ( I think someone on here said that could be the case). Anyway, does this sound like bipoloar or just depression/anxiety?
Also when I said lately in the first sentence, I meant I've been having this feelings for months.
Also, just thought I should add this- I don't feel sad or depressed or like I have high self-esteem (on the manic end) or anything- I just feel like a misfit. Like I'm bored with my life or something. Like I don't fit in with the world and it really scares me and that's why I don't like to be around people.
Also when I said lately in the first sentence, I meant I've been having this feelings for months.
Also, just thought I should add this- I don't feel sad or depressed or like I have high self-esteem (on the manic end) or anything- I just feel like a misfit. Like I'm bored with my life or something. Like I don't fit in with the world and it really scares me and that's why I don't like to be around people.