What to do???
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Everyday at a certain point, I think "Why do I even try?" I also keep bothering my boyfriend with this, even though he says "You don't bother me" but I keep feeling like he shouldn't focus on me, but instead his own problems. I'm also in love with my best friend (My boyfriend doesn't mind) but I can never seem to tell him so. I'm always worried to speak my mind, even to my own father. And recently, it's been getting unhealthy for me not to, since I have an infected toenail, which I never told my dad about, he just found out. And he told me to tell him if it gets worse so he knows to take me to the doctor. It's been getting worse and worse and I just can't tell him. I'm always worried people will only get mad at anything I say. Even if I know they won't! I still haven't told my dad I'm bisexual, and he's told me so many times he wouldn't mind if I was gay. I feel so awful everyday, because I have this never ending fear of... I don't know what.
I probably should've mentioned this, several times I've considered suicide.
I probably should've mentioned this, several times I've considered suicide.