kristinhah
New member
First things first, I used to love food. I could eat food all day everyday... but then I gained the 15 pounds that I worked really hard to lose. Now, I just try to avoid food as much as I can. I don't know why, but thinking about eating something just makes me feel gross and disgusting. Even if it's something healthy, I feel sick. I really like feeling hungry...
I don't make myself throw up, and even if I hate eating now, I do manage to eat atleast 1000 calories per day, if not 1000, then a couple hundred, so I'm not anorexic. So I don't have an eating disorder. But what can I do to make myself less... afraid of food?
I don't make myself throw up, and even if I hate eating now, I do manage to eat atleast 1000 calories per day, if not 1000, then a couple hundred, so I'm not anorexic. So I don't have an eating disorder. But what can I do to make myself less... afraid of food?