hermit john
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1- I'm prone to depression quite often
2- I rarely get happy, and when I do, it's quite extreme
3- I'm very sensitive to criticism. I can hold grudges for years
4- I always felt compelled to be left alone, but i still crave attention (contradiction?)
6- I haven't cried in the past 5 years (not even sob), and I miss it because I don't feel human anymore
7- I force myself to leave the apartment every morning. My imagination often convinces me it's too dangerous to go outside. Hence, I spend 80% of my life indoors (only leave for work and food)
8- I'm very very bad with relationships, because i deliberately mislead people, then drop them like a bad habit. Every relationship I've had ended in a horrific fashion.
9- I'm thinking about becoming a Buddhist monk, or an Amish man. But I dunno how that's going to affect me in the long run (given that there's something wrong with me mentally)
BTW:
I'm 25 years old, live alone, and I've been seeing a psychotherapist for 3 years.
2- I rarely get happy, and when I do, it's quite extreme
3- I'm very sensitive to criticism. I can hold grudges for years
4- I always felt compelled to be left alone, but i still crave attention (contradiction?)
6- I haven't cried in the past 5 years (not even sob), and I miss it because I don't feel human anymore
7- I force myself to leave the apartment every morning. My imagination often convinces me it's too dangerous to go outside. Hence, I spend 80% of my life indoors (only leave for work and food)
8- I'm very very bad with relationships, because i deliberately mislead people, then drop them like a bad habit. Every relationship I've had ended in a horrific fashion.
9- I'm thinking about becoming a Buddhist monk, or an Amish man. But I dunno how that's going to affect me in the long run (given that there's something wrong with me mentally)
BTW:
I'm 25 years old, live alone, and I've been seeing a psychotherapist for 3 years.