Hannah Lee
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alright, well me and my best friend have been friends for 11 years, were 20.
and so ive known her brother for 11 years also, and weve always been like good friend, like thought of each other as family and would always joke around and stuff, well about 2 years ago I got reaaally drunk and pretty much had sex with him, and he was completely sober through it all, and he like said we shouldnt do this like 3 times, but i kept like showing my boobs to him( I was REALLY drunk, I wouldnt EVER act like that sober.) but anyways, then he got into it, and we did alot. we didnt actually have sex, just everything else you could do. then the next day I felt SO horrible, like really, and he came in the room and tried to do stuff again, and I was like No, I was drunk, I cant. but I let him feel me up and stuff, and that happened like 2 more times, when I was sober, after like 3 weeks. well I just started feeling too horrible about it and stopped it completely. Like I didnt even tell my best friend until about 3 months ago, and she still doesnt even know it all. but now it's like soooo awkard between me and him, and I dont know how to stop it. like when he walks in the room, i dont even look at him, i mean he didnt do anything wrong, he tried to stop it, but i was drunk.. but I just want some advice, since the only person I would talk to would be my best friend and thats a little awkward since its her brother. So any advice on the whole situation? and any advice on how to make it less awkward.
and even though I feel bad about it, I wouldnt change what happened, and I have started liking him, but I cant even talk to him anymore? lol havent told ANYone except ya'll about that! lol
thank you
and so ive known her brother for 11 years also, and weve always been like good friend, like thought of each other as family and would always joke around and stuff, well about 2 years ago I got reaaally drunk and pretty much had sex with him, and he was completely sober through it all, and he like said we shouldnt do this like 3 times, but i kept like showing my boobs to him( I was REALLY drunk, I wouldnt EVER act like that sober.) but anyways, then he got into it, and we did alot. we didnt actually have sex, just everything else you could do. then the next day I felt SO horrible, like really, and he came in the room and tried to do stuff again, and I was like No, I was drunk, I cant. but I let him feel me up and stuff, and that happened like 2 more times, when I was sober, after like 3 weeks. well I just started feeling too horrible about it and stopped it completely. Like I didnt even tell my best friend until about 3 months ago, and she still doesnt even know it all. but now it's like soooo awkard between me and him, and I dont know how to stop it. like when he walks in the room, i dont even look at him, i mean he didnt do anything wrong, he tried to stop it, but i was drunk.. but I just want some advice, since the only person I would talk to would be my best friend and thats a little awkward since its her brother. So any advice on the whole situation? and any advice on how to make it less awkward.
and even though I feel bad about it, I wouldnt change what happened, and I have started liking him, but I cant even talk to him anymore? lol havent told ANYone except ya'll about that! lol
thank you