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Im 16, and just asked my now girlfriend out last night. Im really happy with her and shes beautiful, and nice. Getting to the point for about a year and a half I was into gay porn, and only watched gay porn. Then for about two months i was into cybersex with men on sites like chat roulette. about a month and a half ago I quit gay porn and cybersex for good and have never craved to go back to it, which I am happy about. Now I occasionaly watch straight porn ( Which turns me on ) and otherwise take care of buisness in the shower. In my life I have had crushes on girls only, (I just found guys attractive). I will never be with a man cause that would just be weird and I'm Christian and I'm perfectly happy with my girl. When she touches me like just playing footsies of with my hands I get a boner, and I kissed her and it felt good. Getting to the point I feel like this past which I regret more than anything in my life, will always be in my conscious and it will never be forgotten. I will never tell anyone about these mistakes, but I cannot forgive myself about this.. Any advice?