Oli Laston
New member
Pretty much all my teenage life I have fantasized about men, I have never really been sexually into women, they don't turn me on. However I do find girls attractive and I do have emotional attachment to women. I am 19 now and I have been with my latest girlfriend nearly 4 months and I really do like her, emotionally we really get each other and I feel everything is perfect. Except for one thing the more and more we get sexual the more guilty I feel because I can not think about her when we do. I am only aroused by men sexually and I just can't change that. Even though she is beautiful and I have feelings for her I just cant sexualise her. I am really down about it because I don't want to be gay but I don't really have that emotional attraction to men so I am left confused. What do I do, I don't want to have to break up with her..