The people in my life walk all over me. I let them I know I do but I don't know how to change it. Every time I bring it up they make me feel guilty because they're busy or something. I'm dealing with severe anxiety and depression right now and they know it. I never ask them for anything.
I had a falling out with my best friend over money he owed me and he guilted me because he's broke. With my partner for never being home or helping out with the housework. guilted again.
The more I reach out for help the more distance people put between me and them. I just need a break. I can't even function anymore. No one cares. I just can't do it anymore. I feel like everyday there are fewer reasons to live. I used to feel so future oriented and motivated and now I feel nothing but despair.
I am on medication, I am in therapy, but that doesn't change the fact I'm completely alone.
no one fucking cares what I want. I have told them. It just drove them away.
I've had my best friend cut out of my life for a couple of weeks and he hasn't even contacted me.
I had a falling out with my best friend over money he owed me and he guilted me because he's broke. With my partner for never being home or helping out with the housework. guilted again.
The more I reach out for help the more distance people put between me and them. I just need a break. I can't even function anymore. No one cares. I just can't do it anymore. I feel like everyday there are fewer reasons to live. I used to feel so future oriented and motivated and now I feel nothing but despair.
I am on medication, I am in therapy, but that doesn't change the fact I'm completely alone.
no one fucking cares what I want. I have told them. It just drove them away.
I've had my best friend cut out of my life for a couple of weeks and he hasn't even contacted me.