I explored my sexuality what is next?

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I've always been attracted to women but when I was 19 I became a little curious about giving head just that nothing else and I did it a couple of times which didn't go so well because I did not enjoy myself doing it for me it was a bad experience besides I'm was only attracted to men in a sexual way I never fantasy with the same sex. I don't have a problem accepting who I am in case I was gay or Bi but the thing is that I don't really see myself dating or having sex with another man after this experiences I finally determine my sexuality I consider myself straight and I was just wondering if I'm going to be able to live with myself knowing what I've done.