I've been having a relationship with a really great guy. He is fun, he is caring and he is always there when I need him.. He is there at good, bad and horrible days...
The thing is that I have a rule for myself.. I should never fall for anyone... I don't believe in love.
To be honest, "happily ever after" does not exist. People just get crazy a about each other for a couple of months maybe a year.. But is just an illusion... My parents for example, they swore to be in love, and they ended up making each other miserable, fighting every time, yelling at each other...
I don't want that.. I don't want to fall for some one for a couple of years, be happy for a year or two, and miserable the rest of my life..... Although, the guy I am going out with, doesn't understand, he wants me to be his serious girlfriend... How do I tell him, that even when I like him, that even when I care for him, I just cannot be with him.
He is such an amazing person, and he deserves someone, who is not afraid of love (if that exist), someone to care of him, and someone to love him in the way I can't...
Please give me some advices. This has never happened to me before. I haven't date many guys, but I am pretty sure, that what he makes me feel, I haven't feel it for anyone before and that scares me, sometimes I want to walk away and never see him again and sometimes I want to forget my stupid rule of no falling for anyone and let him teach me that maybe love exists.....
The thing is that I have a rule for myself.. I should never fall for anyone... I don't believe in love.
To be honest, "happily ever after" does not exist. People just get crazy a about each other for a couple of months maybe a year.. But is just an illusion... My parents for example, they swore to be in love, and they ended up making each other miserable, fighting every time, yelling at each other...
I don't want that.. I don't want to fall for some one for a couple of years, be happy for a year or two, and miserable the rest of my life..... Although, the guy I am going out with, doesn't understand, he wants me to be his serious girlfriend... How do I tell him, that even when I like him, that even when I care for him, I just cannot be with him.
He is such an amazing person, and he deserves someone, who is not afraid of love (if that exist), someone to care of him, and someone to love him in the way I can't...
Please give me some advices. This has never happened to me before. I haven't date many guys, but I am pretty sure, that what he makes me feel, I haven't feel it for anyone before and that scares me, sometimes I want to walk away and never see him again and sometimes I want to forget my stupid rule of no falling for anyone and let him teach me that maybe love exists.....