I don't want my mum crying over me, But ive gotten so depressed ever since i

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started questioning my sexuality? I'm 17 in a few months, I was always identified as just an annoying kid who loved girls. I lloved girls ever since I was 6 and when I hit 13 I was watching girl porn everyday, One day 3 months ago I came home from school, and couldnt wait to get online so i could masturbate to girls as usual, but later that night a really stupid question came across my mind, "Am I gay" and I couldnt stop thinking gay thoughts, I quickly became obsessed,worried,anxous etc, and now 3 months later im just a depressed boy, I think of my future with being with a man and I just feel like blowing my head off. I want to go back to normal, Im upsetting my mother but I can't help but just feel depressed all day every day because of these thoughts, I did try gay porn but I couldnt get aroused, but I do still watch female porn a few times aday and masturbate, But the gay thoughts won't stop, im so obsessed. I can't go out in public because my mind tells me im attracted to all the males out there, I cant see my bestfriend who has been my friend for 13 years because when I do, I get gay thoughts. I have to just sit in my room all day, when i see any male I get these thoughts, I just want to go back to normal? I also had to get pulled out of school because I just can't go on any more, somebody help me, please.
 
That's hard.. But i'll try to help.
Maybe you're just curiouse. It's normal in people, to me at least.
everyone has there own opinions.
But what I think is that you should maybe try life on the other side? That might take all the questions out of your head.
Or do you have a girlfriend?
If the thought of trying life on the other side horrifys you then maybe try finding a girlfriend, if you dont have one, &see how that goes?
I know my answers arn't that good. But i'm trying
 
That's hard.. But i'll try to help.
Maybe you're just curiouse. It's normal in people, to me at least.
everyone has there own opinions.
But what I think is that you should maybe try life on the other side? That might take all the questions out of your head.
Or do you have a girlfriend?
If the thought of trying life on the other side horrifys you then maybe try finding a girlfriend, if you dont have one, &see how that goes?
I know my answers arn't that good. But i'm trying
 
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