I don't see myself living past 21, is there something wrong with me?

For awhile now I've had this thought in my head that I am not going to make it past 21. I don't know what it is. there is the whole 2012 conspiracy but that's pretty much out of the question. I'm 19 and have a good plan for the future (Nursing) but there just a mental block that keeps me realistic.
 
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