I have absolutely no idea what to do, I have severe depression and it is so bad that sometimes I cannot even get out of bed. I have tried talking to counsellors, psychologists, I was on tablets for it cause it was so bad but I decided to stop using them cause they made me faint. I have had a few people close to me die in my life and a lot of abuse from different areas. I live a lonely life, working at maccas, my whole family is against me and a lot of my friends have turned against me cause of the depression I have stopped going out so much. I cut myself, I drink, I smoke just to try to feel some feeling again. Some days I will only want to cry, other days I will be completly void of emotion. It feels like I am stuck in a black tunnel and I can see the bright light at the end, but it is not ever possible for me to get there. This has been going on for more than 5 years and nothing has worked....I NEED HELP?????