I need to be loved. Down.
I mean I need a man. Call me pathetic. Call me what you will, but at least I know what I want. What I NEED.
I've never had a guy in my life. Ever. No one that was ever serious, only people that had crushes on me and barely attempted anything on me.
I must say I'm completely infatuated with this spanish guy right now but he barely knows I'm there. He just looks at me as a distant friend. We met a year ago and he says hi to me sometimes but that's it. He never asks me how I'm doing. Ever. Although I wouldn't have that much to say.
But I can feel him. I just want to love him. Deeply.
Have you ever wanted something so bad? Something so distant and nothing else really seemed to matter?
That's kind of where I'm at.
Through all of the emptiness I still have love for myself but I have issues. We all do. I don't doubt that one.
I think I'd make a decent boyfriend because I'm affectionate as hell, attentive and loving. I can be a bit judgmental at times, but like I said, no one's perfect.
And it's not just about sex. I mean I need that too, but I actually want to grind and kiss him the most. That'd be the greatest.
So how did you guys (and girls) do it? How did you wait for the right one? I don't want anyone else, not even a celeb this bad.
I mostly post answers to people's questions helping them the best I can, and posting occasional questions about something random. But this. This one's gotta count. Give me all you got.
The guy I'm crushing on is Luis, BTW and he barely knows I'm alive. It's hard because when I see him I just want him close but I don't act like it. I don't know what I'm doing but I want him. Badly.
You can call me desperate but tell me you've been there?
(Oh. And I doubt it matters but I'm 24 and he's like....32ish.)
And if it helps, I've been into him since February of this year. So even if I do get the courage to tell him (which I kinda doubt), and he says no, I'm not just gonna wake up the next day and be over him.
I mean I need a man. Call me pathetic. Call me what you will, but at least I know what I want. What I NEED.
I've never had a guy in my life. Ever. No one that was ever serious, only people that had crushes on me and barely attempted anything on me.
I must say I'm completely infatuated with this spanish guy right now but he barely knows I'm there. He just looks at me as a distant friend. We met a year ago and he says hi to me sometimes but that's it. He never asks me how I'm doing. Ever. Although I wouldn't have that much to say.
But I can feel him. I just want to love him. Deeply.
Have you ever wanted something so bad? Something so distant and nothing else really seemed to matter?
That's kind of where I'm at.
Through all of the emptiness I still have love for myself but I have issues. We all do. I don't doubt that one.
I think I'd make a decent boyfriend because I'm affectionate as hell, attentive and loving. I can be a bit judgmental at times, but like I said, no one's perfect.
And it's not just about sex. I mean I need that too, but I actually want to grind and kiss him the most. That'd be the greatest.
So how did you guys (and girls) do it? How did you wait for the right one? I don't want anyone else, not even a celeb this bad.
I mostly post answers to people's questions helping them the best I can, and posting occasional questions about something random. But this. This one's gotta count. Give me all you got.
The guy I'm crushing on is Luis, BTW and he barely knows I'm alive. It's hard because when I see him I just want him close but I don't act like it. I don't know what I'm doing but I want him. Badly.
You can call me desperate but tell me you've been there?
(Oh. And I doubt it matters but I'm 24 and he's like....32ish.)
And if it helps, I've been into him since February of this year. So even if I do get the courage to tell him (which I kinda doubt), and he says no, I'm not just gonna wake up the next day and be over him.