I dont have the best history in this world but I want to change to better myself?

[Ruthi is ON Y!A]

Okay my parents think Im a freak which is totally sinking in. I used to watch porn and like now I found out my sis is expecting and I want to better myself for the new baby, today she said if I ever have kids you won't be allowed around them. I want to be a good person and not have her hate me like that Im only 13 and I want her to trust me with her kids I dont want to be the way I am anymore. Please share any inspartion or movtivation you could give me.
Im a girl but good advice..

 

[:) Hello, I'm Me!]

well, ur sister is mean, and so r ur parents. im sorry, but there's no getting around this, don't get in trouble with your sister, ask your parents to take away your computer privileges [?] and make it known that you want to change. if this is seen, maybe you'll be able to be around your niece/nephew someday.