Helena Garsias
New member
I lied to my boyfriend about the number of the guys I have slept with. I was ashamed of my lack of experience and I wanted to look "cooler", so I said i've been with 5 guys but i've only been with one except my current boyfriend. he was a virgin before we started dating and i liked him for almost a year so i wanted to look more mature or i don't know.. the real reason why i lied is that every friend of mine was doing it and i didn't want them to see me as a loser. the problem is that my bf is freaking out about this number , it is really hurting him and i can't take this, i should just tell him immediately. i didn't believe it would be a big deal at the beginning but he started asking lots lots of questions and i said i didn't want to talk about it but he kept asking and i ended up lying even more. we've been together for 3 months and i don't wanna lose him since i've been in love with him for more than a year but i need to be honest firts of all because he deserves to know what person he's dealing with and second of all because no relationship could last like this. he said he would never forgive me if i lie or do something awful and on top of that he's really shy, introverted and doesn't trust people AT ALL. i know we will break up and i will have to see him at class every day and he will hate me because honestly i hate myself too. i've never heard of anyone doing anything worse than what i did. how should i tell him...