I cut myself and im not depressed, help!?

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ANON ymous

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my age on here is wrong and i do have an accoutn on here but im not using that one for this. UM im not depressed or angry or upset, last year i went through some really hard times and before that i was kinda depressed but im over it and my life is prett good at the moment, however a few days ago is about the 3rd time i have broken something of glass then grabbed a peice and at might cut a line down my thumb, each time ive put it to when i was packing up the glass it slipped. I dont feel good when i do it but i want to do it, im am thinking straight when i do it but i dont know why i do i just want it, ive searched this in google and most answers say its for attention or some thing inyour blodd your addicted to, i dont think its either of them but i dont know, i want to keep this private from my family and i dont want to go to a counsler. IT was fairly deep but i dont think really deep or dangerously deep, and i feel a tiny bit, well, satifyed when i see the blood,
thanks
 
Google under "self mutilation disorder" or "self harm disorder". I have read that often it stems from prior abuse of some sort. Low self esteem is probably involved also. Talk to your school guidance counselor and check in the library for books on this subject.
 
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