To start, i'm 17 and female just incase you want to know and if I ever tell my Mum anything she always tells everyone else my question which is really embarrassing especially if it's personal. If I tell her I feel ill like I do today she will tell loads of people or all of my family when I tell her not to and my Mum and all my family treat me like a child. It feels really uncomfortable and embarrassing then. Don't ask how because it's hard to describe it. She like... stares at me and keeps asking me different sort of questions and says "I'll take you to the doctors then.". She knows I absolutely loathe the doctors because of bad and uncomfortable, upsetting etc. experiences and bad things that have happened in my life. I always tell her not to to tell anyone what I tell her she promises then BAM! I either get a phone call from my family and they speak to me like a child or visists which are uncomfortable or a lecture etc. I can't trust my Mum. I tell this person I trust and like in the SENco department at 6th form. I've been talking to her for about 3 years now. I tell her more things than my Mum knows. She knows how I feel all the time. Me and my Mum used to be very close and I mean VERY close. I used to love it. Then she divorced with my dad when I was somewhere between 7-10 years old and about 4 years ago her boyfriend (who I hate) moved in. I haven't had a good past at all but i'm not saying anything because it would be like 10 pages of typing otherwise.Please help me.
Today I just want cuddles (which I never get), comforting food, love, to be treated like an adult and to watch movies and have some attention from someone who I fee comfortable with.
Today I just want cuddles (which I never get), comforting food, love, to be treated like an adult and to watch movies and have some attention from someone who I fee comfortable with.
