...thursday? so reply quick please!!? I've just started year 10 but i've had the same year 9 class, i was new to the school so i came in half the year and didn't know how hard the music elective was going to be (my old school was pretty easy and fun though we didn't learn much). now that i'm in it its hard, its horribly hard. the students are actually very insupportable and insensitive, and i KNOW i sing TERRIBLE, i know it, i recorded myself on my phone and it was so hideous i didn't know whether it was human or not like i had a block of wood in my nose or something. i never liked singing and i've never actually sung. even in a private room. its all those thoughts that someone around me in this small house could hear. i am SO SCARED. i hate music so much, well my music class. i have this horrible stomach ache just thinking about it and i just finished my other performance on the keyboard which i forced myself to learn in 2 days and performed 2 DAYS AGO(JUST GIVE ME A BREAK!) without sleep and now i have to sing a friggin DUET!!!! i have to sing a duet because last time i got angry at this guy for vexing me to sing, hes one of my friends and i told him i couldn't but after 20 minutes i just raged at him. i felt sooo bad and we didn't talk for a while but he just kept nagging! so to 'compensate' i'm going to have to sing with him as a way of 'apologising' and even if i don't, theres no way i can learn a performance in two days, no way for me. not with my experience. i swear i feel like puking right now. i usually don't feel this way and i hate it. i swear, i asked the teacher if i could change electives 2 times already almost pleading even told my i was going to bring my mum up, she says she can't. but she can't hear the desperate tone in my voice. the kids in my class, when this once girl sang with her guitar, mind you she was WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY BETTER THAN ME but the boys recorded it and and gave it to the whole school and they mocked her and teased her and everyone laughed at her and they laughed at this boy with an accent singing and recorded it and sent it around. im EXTREMELY quiet in class, i hate getting noticed so i try to play quiet.. but fail and this is just another... UGHH!!! SERIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO... my voice is soo... horrible, i could rant all day... its on Thursday and the people who don't do a good performance seriously get taunted and i'll have to face them every day for a whole YEAR--guys and girls don't want to be friends with them and the kids in my class... they are AMAZING. like seriously, they can play atleast 3-4 instruments great, each and what can i do? ahh..! enough with this, i feel so helpless, someone help me with honest advice please! PLEASE!
btw, this teacher KNOWS i can't play any instruments!!! i've told her countless times she just doesn't understand!
btw, this teacher KNOWS i can't play any instruments!!! i've told her countless times she just doesn't understand!