Emily Magee
New member
we've been dating for 4 months and i truly do care for him, i can see myself with him for a long time. in the beginning of the relationship i asked how many ppl hes been with and hes been with about as many as his age.. hes 24. me? ive been with 3 (including him). it was never really a problem before, but now that i care so much it is. im not use to worrying about bf's pasts like our relationship, but i cant help it. i dont want to get hurt, even though he said he wont. i know he talks to girls every now and then, and i dont feel the need to talk to any other guy. he says he loves me, but its come to the point where im not interested in sex so much anymore because i know its not used as a special thing for him like it is for me. it kind of disgusts me sometimes. i just want to get over this, somehow. i want to be with him, and i want to trust him even though i feel i cant and he hasnt done anything in our relationship to prove me wrong. he has a friend who cheats on his gf all the time which worries me but he said he would never ever do that. what can i do? i dont want to just be another number.