well i love my boyfriend and he loves me. he is my first and apparently im his 5th or 6th... i have really strict beliefs regarding sex and relationships and didnt want to go out with him at first but he asked me out so many times that i accepted. he said he likes me coz im hard to get...not that its been bad. we have a great time together. but i just cant get over the fact that he has had other girlfriends! i havnt been even touched by anyone other than him and it makes me feel akward and wierd everytime we kiss i keep thinking he has done this with other ppl 
and i know its stupid but i get upset. and the other day he was talking about how great sex is ( obviously im not gonna be ready to do that till mariage) and then i asked him how he knows and he goes " well sorry but ive expirienced it" :-s i got this really bad feeling of hate towards him and i feel like im too pure for him. i know its not his fault but still i cant get over it and i get grossed out by the fact that he made love to some other girl. its not that i think im better than him its just that maybe he should keep some stuff to himself i dont need to know everything about his past. and know im really upset because i wanted the first time to be special for both of us not just me. im sorry this is long but i need help.
and i know its stupid but i get upset. and the other day he was talking about how great sex is ( obviously im not gonna be ready to do that till mariage) and then i asked him how he knows and he goes " well sorry but ive expirienced it" :-s i got this really bad feeling of hate towards him and i feel like im too pure for him. i know its not his fault but still i cant get over it and i get grossed out by the fact that he made love to some other girl. its not that i think im better than him its just that maybe he should keep some stuff to himself i dont need to know everything about his past. and know im really upset because i wanted the first time to be special for both of us not just me. im sorry this is long but i need help.