There is no sadness, happiness, anger and so on and so forth. When ever someone tells a joke or says something tragic its doesnt even phase me, I just play all the correct expressions and act the way I'm supposed to but nothing comes from inside it's all just a mask. I'm not depressed or suicidal, its just as if I'm a robot with nothing but logic. I'm just wondering what I'm missing out on for it has been this way as long as I can remember.