cedricgevali
New member
I'm a bisexual 16 year old male. No, i'm not confused; i've heard that so many times. I know what I like-- both-- and I know what I dislike--neither. Of course, i could easily go my life marrying a woman and only having sex with her. In fact, that'd be too easy. But the problem is looking at a male with lust in my eyes is as bad as committing the act itself. I won't go back into the depression caused by me trying to disguise my sexuality and be a marionette of what I wasn't. I refuse.
I don't know where to go from here. I find it foolish that my sexuality should determine Heaven or Hell for me. I can't ask for forgiveness in this when the feeling's always present. If I love a man and know he's the ONLY one I want to be with in my life, why shouldn't I have sex with him to show my love? And i mean LOVE, not infatuation, not three weeks of going out and allowing him to steal my virginity. I know love, infatuation, & lust have different definitions. It's aggravating when adults talk down on me like I have no clue what I'm talking about.
But I digress. Where do I go from here? I'm so in the dark right now.
I don't know where to go from here. I find it foolish that my sexuality should determine Heaven or Hell for me. I can't ask for forgiveness in this when the feeling's always present. If I love a man and know he's the ONLY one I want to be with in my life, why shouldn't I have sex with him to show my love? And i mean LOVE, not infatuation, not three weeks of going out and allowing him to steal my virginity. I know love, infatuation, & lust have different definitions. It's aggravating when adults talk down on me like I have no clue what I'm talking about.
But I digress. Where do I go from here? I'm so in the dark right now.