First of all, Jun, I'd like to thank you for another wonderful answer. You answered it very thoroughly & honestly. All this honesty is truly a help to me & I truly appreciate it! Never hold it back! 
What you've perceived about me is very valid.
I am
-fragile
-indecisive
-hard to get = defense for not allowing people in
Everything you have perceived about me is 100% correct. :/
I have a completely opposite side of me thought!
One that is
-sweet
-kind
-nurturing
-open & honest
-sweet & loving
-friendly & great sense of humor
-impulsive!!
-very spontaneous!
(believe it or not... lol
)
I'm a tough case, I realize this. I don't know why I am like this though :/ I'm actually sort of depressed about it. Lately people have been spilling the cold hard truth on me & it's been a lot, almost too much on my plate to think about... I'm trying to process it and "heal" myself. I'd like to take the steps into fixing these issues.... Jun I'll send you an email (more personal) please respond to the email & just a little here. Thank you. :/
I'm going to give you your 10 points, so just email me back & don't even have to say anything in your response here
Merci boucoup my helpful friend!!!
What you've perceived about me is very valid.
I am
-fragile
-indecisive
-hard to get = defense for not allowing people in
Everything you have perceived about me is 100% correct. :/
I have a completely opposite side of me thought!
One that is
-sweet
-kind
-nurturing
-open & honest
-sweet & loving
-friendly & great sense of humor
-impulsive!!
-very spontaneous!
(believe it or not... lol
)I'm a tough case, I realize this. I don't know why I am like this though :/ I'm actually sort of depressed about it. Lately people have been spilling the cold hard truth on me & it's been a lot, almost too much on my plate to think about... I'm trying to process it and "heal" myself. I'd like to take the steps into fixing these issues.... Jun I'll send you an email (more personal) please respond to the email & just a little here. Thank you. :/
I'm going to give you your 10 points, so just email me back & don't even have to say anything in your response here
Merci boucoup my helpful friend!!!