I hate myself
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I have problems.I'm 15 and my life is not normal and I am blackI'm homeschooled even though I an too depressed to do work basically what I am depressed about is that I an neevr be a real male and have male friends that are my race.I feel ashamed to be black and I hate looking at myself.Wanting to be female is something I wasn't born to want If I were actually raised about males then we woudn't be having this problem,deep down I really dont wanna be female cause I wasn't meant to be that.I want God to reverse time to when I was born.I was born 100 percent male and I am bisexual or not I really dont know.Growing up my role models were females I didn't know how to be male cause.I was in School but I had problems and had to leave.Basically God CAN reverse time but I woundn't realise it all but hopefully God will reverse time unless he REALLY can cause time is manmade concept.Sex changes could take years and can you have a real vagina like get "Wet" during sex?