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swayzecat33
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I am prepared for all the derogatory remarks, and insulting emails.. I am prepared to be shot down and be insulted by the universe. But I have very little other recourse but to try... The following is honest and is all accurate.. Basically I have had an awful few months.. I was at an all time high last year, tremendous financial upturn, great relationships with my friends, girlfriend, and my small but loving family. I was enjoying my life, and looking forward to the future that was all planned out! Then tragedy struck and it all was swept away from me.. ALL of it.. My little family was destroyed by death, and my loving girlfriend left me soon after... I have posted a few times about the death of my mother and the loss of my fiance. I have had many very kind people email me and send me well wishes and send me love. Offers of ears to bend and shoulders to lean on.. I am now here just because I am scared, I am about 10 days away from being evicted and have no ability to make any money right now due to my own personal sickness ( staph infection and pancreatic abscess)... All the money i saved is now gone due to high medical bills and funeral costs, I am pretty much alone in life and no where to turn... but to strangers that will laugh and make fun of me.. Call me a loser, lazy and other things that i am not.. I would work if I could, and I am in the process of trying to get state assistance ... but I am asking for handouts, help, and even a dollar would help.. I figure if everyone that uses the internet sent me a dollar not only would i be able to pay of the four months rent i owe and the medical bills, but I would also be able to finish paying the funeral and the other costs.. I am very shamed to ask this but imagine if 1000 people gave me 5 dollars.. I would be saved and be able to be out from under this situation..I guess its just stupid to ask.. and I know that this will go no where, but if everyone has any questions or needs some proof that I am indeed being honest I would talk to anyone... I dont know, don't selling everything i own, I just dont want to drown in this ... If anyone would be willing to help.. email me and we can go from there... Thanks for reading and please just if you dont have anything nice to say or feel the need to insult me just hold it in ... i am depressed and shamed as is.. I understand that everyone needs help and money and i am not the only person.. but maybe if everyone sent me a dollar or 5 and then so on and so forth... it wont hurt you.. and it would really benefit me and be able to help me pay these medical bills, and my rent... thanks