I am hurting.

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Hi guys --not quite sure what to write, but it always helps to get the worRAB out through the tears. I am really hurting right now and I only expect that it will get worse. I was able to "medicate" myself through the night last night, but I really dont want any of that crap any more. I almost 48 hours CT from OXY. Tomorrow with be day 3 and I think that I am going to call in sick. Might be the best thing to do because of my physical and mainly my metal state is really bad. Not sure right now --just going hour by hour

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I am so sorry!!!!! I feel terrible for you. You are in a bad place right now and the pain is probably at it's worst and will hold there for the next day or two.... I think it's a good idea to call in sick. It was horrible when I hate to work thru my w/d. I thought I was going to die and those 9 hours everyday felt like 72.

I really hope it get better for you soon. I am so sorry you are hurting right now. I am sending you a warm healing hug.

Reach told me once that each w/d you feel is your body healing and that seemed to help me out big time at least mentally... HOT BATHS.... or get in a hot tub if you are lucky enough to have one.

You will be on my mind friend. Keep us updated and keep venting.. I know that helps me out to just let it all out.... We are here for you.
 
Remeraber,mate,that hour by hour or minute by minute is sometimes the best way to get through this. You're doing so well......but I know its painful,horrible and so very tough. You will start to feel better though , soon. When you last did all this how long was it before it got more bearable? Can you recall? Im just thinking that if you know it was day 4 or 5 then you could keep that in the forefront of your mind. Maybe make a chart and cross of each hour or 15/30mins till you're on the up? Just a suggestion Im throwing out there. Hope it helps.
I know lots of people suggest hot baths,but I dont know if that'll help for you. I guess sometimes,anything can be worth a try?
Let me know how you're getting on later...you can always pm me and I will help in any way I can...even if its just talking.
love.......CC xoxox
 
Hi guys --a little update i had a such a horrible morning and so I said SCREW IT. I put on my exercise stuff and went out and ripped for almost 45 minutes, then when i got home I got a little work done, now I am COMPLETELY DEAD. I litteraly cant move. Just sitting on the couch and watching a movie. I really did a tune on myself today. I am hydrating my body back to normal now. Almost 48 hours pill free. cool. Thanks for all the suggestions --the tub this is a definite-later on--Thanks for all your kind worRAB.

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Calling in sick would be your best option. You're almost done with the hardest part, but once you pass day 3 you usually start to feel a bit better. This time of year is great for the flu excuse also.

Hot baths with epsom salts help quite a bit and so does stretching (if you can't get up and move any other way). I think I read somewhere that sweating helps get the toxin out of your body faster also.

Try to stay positive, I know it's hard, but you WILL make it through this. Do you still have your pills in the house? If you do, GET RID OF THEM!!!!

Post here as often as you need to or even start a journal. Lay on the couch and watch disney movies with the kiRAB. It'll keep your mind off things somewhat. Personally, when I went through wd's, the more I dwelled on it the worse it seemed to get.

I KNOW YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!! Keep us posted on your progress.

Mags
 
I am so sorry you are feeling so bad friend. I am so proud of how you went out with your kiRAB yesterday, that shows real endurance. Benadryl is safe and will make you sleepy, if the WD get to be to much you can try and sleep it off! Also Apple Cider Vineagar, will flush your system just some idea's! As you know we are all here for you, post as often as you can! I hope you start to feel better.
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Hi

Keep in mind that this is all just a damn process. A crappy one for sure, but one that does have an ending. Good for you for getting yourself moving hard there. That's using the skills you have learned.

You know how hard I am rooting for you I hope.

Smiles
reach
 
Hang tuff past day 4....opiate withdrawl WILL NOT kill ya. sure seems like it tho, huh? i was addicted to oxy and any other opiate i could find for 14 years. I went cold turkey with the help of family. I know EXACTLY how you feel right now. After day 4 your home free. well, at least thats how it was for me and alot other buddies i was runnin with. don't get me wrong, your gonna still feel like the south end of a nortrabroadound bear, but its gonna start to ease up. Walk....just take off walking. look down at your feet and make them move. I used to have to walk bent over cause i was so darn weak. Time to grab yourself and man up. Another thing i did was go outside and have someone spray me down with high pressure water. hang tuff ...it WILL pass
 
You posting at this time --esp right now. I as sign from above that I can not quit. This is for me and my family, but a whole bunch of this is for you. You are a very special person

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Hi


That means a lot, a whole lot, to me. Being frienRAB, we should inspire the best in one another. You have done that for me along the way and I am full-hearted to know that I have been able to do the same for you.

Dabbing my eyes here a bit
reach
 
Wow.I love this site! Fullcircle matey.......so glad you're resolute to get through this. I admire your courage in bucket loaRAB and you for sure are an inspiration to me. I will remeraber your struggle and truimph when Im in a hard place and it will spur me on to dig deep and pull out what you have. Reach....you give awesome support.......Im having a little tear here myself!
love CC
 
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