...over this sad feeling? First of all, I am only 17 years old. For the past couple of years, my life has gotten worse and worse. A lot of crazy things have happened. One of my biggest desires is to go back a few years.
Two of my favorite games I liked to play then were baseball in the summer and this tackle footbal lgame in the winter. We enver play baseball anymore because our retention area is too small now as we got bigger. Those were the best memories of my whole life. We were literally out there almost every night of summer playing just for fun. I had no worries, absoultey loved it.
For the winter game, we only play a couple times a year, with my younger brother and his friend (they are just as big as me). My brother doesn't hang out with that friend much anymore but they still like each other (it was more of my brother ditching him for other people; that friend still calls my brother sometimes). I really like his friend and wish I were a bit younger so I could be friends because the kid is real nice. Anyway, we don't play often because my brother has other interests. But when we do play, I am so happy out there, enjoying every second, although they are better.
Basically, these are the best memories of my life, from when I was around 12-16 years old. Now, life has taken a downward spiral and I realize I can't ever go back to the happiest times of my life. And I feel sad. How can I get over this feeling?
Two of my favorite games I liked to play then were baseball in the summer and this tackle footbal lgame in the winter. We enver play baseball anymore because our retention area is too small now as we got bigger. Those were the best memories of my whole life. We were literally out there almost every night of summer playing just for fun. I had no worries, absoultey loved it.
For the winter game, we only play a couple times a year, with my younger brother and his friend (they are just as big as me). My brother doesn't hang out with that friend much anymore but they still like each other (it was more of my brother ditching him for other people; that friend still calls my brother sometimes). I really like his friend and wish I were a bit younger so I could be friends because the kid is real nice. Anyway, we don't play often because my brother has other interests. But when we do play, I am so happy out there, enjoying every second, although they are better.
Basically, these are the best memories of my life, from when I was around 12-16 years old. Now, life has taken a downward spiral and I realize I can't ever go back to the happiest times of my life. And I feel sad. How can I get over this feeling?