i am eating just to be eating please help?

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i dont know what to do i have always been like around 126 i have had three kids my 1st two lost all the lbs n back to my 126 than i got a divorce met my new husband n gain 20lbs than i had my 3rd kids n gained all this weight i had her n was down to 158 160lb but for some within the last yr of her being born no lbs have come off n now for some reason i am eating just to be eating n i cant stop i have gained another 10lb in about 2wks n i dont know what to do i want to stop but i cant fast food n dr pepper have been a bad bad thing i have tried cutting it out but i keep going back to it i feel like krud i dont feel like i am pretty anymore i have changed my hair color got new clothes to fit my new body n nothing i still feel like i am ulgy to myself my husband says i am still as lovely as can be but i dont see what he sees anymore what can i do i need help to stop eating just cause and i cant do a workout yet tell my PT is over for my leg in about a month or so but until than that will be on hold but i cant stop eatting for that to even help out omg i dont know what to do i need to feel like my old self for me and my family