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At first, I'll introduce myself so there won't be any confusion about who I am and what my age is. I'm a 16 years old girl from the Netherlands. Girls my age usually have a lot of sexual experience with boys.
I am part of those girls. I have a lot of experience with boys and I think boys are attractive. I like their eyes and body. But at someway, I feel scared when a boy gets close to me. Every time this happens, I want to run away and that's what I practically do.
So there's where it happened. Because of loneliness and me wanting to find love, I started to 'date' over the internet. I met this boy, cute and funny and really understanding but I had my doubts. I was wondering if this boy really was who he said he was.
So I found out he wasn't. It actually was a girl. I decided to stay in touch, because I really really really liked her when she was a boy, so I thought that it might work out the same. And it did. I think I fell in love with her. After talking on the phone and hanging out in real life, I fell in love with her. We never kissed, just hugged and I just feel so comfortable when I'm around her.
Than again, I still feel for boys. When I see a boy that I find attractive, I want to ask his number.
I don't want to hurt her and I'm still dating boys just because I'm so confused about my sexuality.
I just don't know what I want and what I like.
So my question for you is; what should I do?
Keep dating boys or go for the girl?
I am part of those girls. I have a lot of experience with boys and I think boys are attractive. I like their eyes and body. But at someway, I feel scared when a boy gets close to me. Every time this happens, I want to run away and that's what I practically do.
So there's where it happened. Because of loneliness and me wanting to find love, I started to 'date' over the internet. I met this boy, cute and funny and really understanding but I had my doubts. I was wondering if this boy really was who he said he was.
So I found out he wasn't. It actually was a girl. I decided to stay in touch, because I really really really liked her when she was a boy, so I thought that it might work out the same. And it did. I think I fell in love with her. After talking on the phone and hanging out in real life, I fell in love with her. We never kissed, just hugged and I just feel so comfortable when I'm around her.
Than again, I still feel for boys. When I see a boy that I find attractive, I want to ask his number.
I don't want to hurt her and I'm still dating boys just because I'm so confused about my sexuality.
I just don't know what I want and what I like.
So my question for you is; what should I do?
Keep dating boys or go for the girl?