I can count so many bad things about myself and it's making me feel sooo worthless.. like no one needs me..
* I am short like 5 ft
* I dont have any friends
* I wander in my own world playing music like pianos guitars
* Sometimes get rude to my parents
* Afraid to approach people, and even if I do approach then not easy to open my self up to strangers
* Never had a relationship... people ask for my number at work but I hesitate
* Lonely
* hav been talking to a guy for a 1/2 year, whos a decade older than me and jst came out of a 6 years long relationship and made me talk to him and I kept on replying to his texts.. Now I feel like I am in a middle of no where .. I will never get a boy friend everytime someone asks for my number I think about him and I feel like cheating even tho we're not even committed just that he's the first guy I've ever talked to that long with 4 dates (they were not really dates)
and people describe me as a goofy person ??? which makes me feel like im stupid
* I am short like 5 ft
* I dont have any friends
* I wander in my own world playing music like pianos guitars
* Sometimes get rude to my parents
* Afraid to approach people, and even if I do approach then not easy to open my self up to strangers
* Never had a relationship... people ask for my number at work but I hesitate
* Lonely
* hav been talking to a guy for a 1/2 year, whos a decade older than me and jst came out of a 6 years long relationship and made me talk to him and I kept on replying to his texts.. Now I feel like I am in a middle of no where .. I will never get a boy friend everytime someone asks for my number I think about him and I feel like cheating even tho we're not even committed just that he's the first guy I've ever talked to that long with 4 dates (they were not really dates)
and people describe me as a goofy person ??? which makes me feel like im stupid